Wednesday, June 11, 2008

One in the Morning

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Current mood: groggy

Ok, so I've never really written anything like this... but for some reason, I am suffering from insomnia tonight/this morning and I just had the urge to write things down. This is what came from the tip of my pen....

Unable to sleep
I toss and turn
thinking of you.
Are you really out there?
Do you exist?
The one I'm meant to spend forever with.
They say I'll make a good wife.
How do they know?
It's one in the morning
and I'm all alone.

Unable to sleep
I toss and turn
thinking of you.
What role have you played in my life?
Friend, foe or family?
You all make up my story.
Each one has written in the book of me.
Is your part a paragraph or a chapter?
It's one in the morning
and you're here with me.

Unable to sleep
I toss and turn
thinking of you.
Are you happy with your life?
Is there anything you want to change?
Your life is your canvas, you paint your future.
You know your potential and desires.
Will you make them a reality?
It's one in the morning and you're full of doubt.

Unable to sleep
I toss and turn
thinking of you.
Why were you taken so soon?
Why did you have to go?
You had so much to give.
You left so much undone.
Do you know you are missed?
It's one in the morning and you're not here.

Unable to sleep
I toss and turn
thinking of you.
Why do you seek to cause others pain?
Do you just want to get ahead?
You make things miserable for others.
This angst you have innside of you.
Where does it come from?
It's one in the morning and I don't think I'll ever understand you.